This picture was taken when the first few drops of snow arrived in NYC. Though Char and myself would beg to differ - its our little secret that snow arrived in the Big Apple when we were right on top of the Empire State Building a couple of days before that. Our little secret because people below wouldn't know that it was snowing since by the time the snow flakes reached the ground, it became liquid.
Anyway, i'm just dragging this picture out because I MISS USA!! (haha, that statement could have meant an entirely different thing if you read it with a tinge of Singlish).
And also because this holiday week has been incredibly stressful for me. I'm more stressed up by thinking of what i've not done. Markings, lesson ppt slides, lesson planning, record book, project work, elearning stuff, speech day stuff, and... our wedding prep is just hanging there. Literally. I feel like what i felt when we first arrived in NYC - overwhelmed. Char and me just stood at the traffic junction outside our hostel and stared. It was all too much to take in.
Ironically, this year started with me feeling incredibly free. What a change of events! And sadly, i realised that in the midst of rushing to and fro, i've failed to put God first. Somehow i need to remind myself of His existence. God loves us so much, and this is how i repay him? :(
Over facial today, i was just telling sister Viona that i want our wedding to be a happy affair. An event that there's smiles all over. People are just basically happy and honoured to be there. If there's a giggles bubble, then i hope we are all covered in it the entire two days. And she went, God can make all things possible.
HOW.INDEED.
I've seem to have forgotten about the most basic idea.
So pray for us. We are bogged down by work but we're gonna surface! :) Perhaps just in time for the honeymoon! hhahahah
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